Analysis

I realize that I haven't written in this in a while. Its not that I haven't been discovering anything about myself, its that I have been! Too much and too fast for me to process. Some of which when I begin to process it, I back off because of the fear of the realization of the possible truths about to unfold before me. I have never felt that I was a brave person, although I have been called that. I have been hurt by people that I love and that I am sure at some level love me still. Hurt, both physically and emotionally. I am working on processing that pain and am evaluating how that has changed the course of my current and future life. In the mean time, I will continue my journey forward, watching, listening and learning what life lessons God has in store for me. I pray that I don't disappoint and that I am not disappointed.