Feeling Green.....maybe bluish-green
Yes, the younger is indeed in need of serious boundry setting because of right now he posesses little or no repect for his mother. He is not beyond using her for money and I believe at some level he loves me but he definately does not respect me. He apparently is in need of Auntie Akabal because Mama Akabals cork seems to be stuck in the bottle! Is it really an affair if the heart has already left the marriage? Shouldnt I be getting more experience in both sex and relationships since Ive only experienced one in both arenas? I feel like such a nieve loser some days.....yea that would be today........ I feel as though Im running out of time way too quickly. I feel such an urgency! There are so many people Id like to meet and so much Id like to experience.... I guess im not feeling very profound tonight, just spent.......
posted by ShelleyL | 8:23 PM
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let me share a story about a friend of mine who once had an affair because her marriage had lost its love. it was exciting at first but then quickly became scary because of the depth of the joy and the guilt. If people want to be in relationship with you now they should want to be in relationship in the future. Become untangled, maritally, emotionally, etc. Find yourself before looking to find another. It takes many years to release the pain of an affair. Just ask my friend.
me again
I read the response to my last blog and I absolutely loved it!!
by writing what you did you are encouraging me to share a little more. I am sorry that speaking of my demise makes it uncomfortable for you and I will stop if you need me to. It really is a healthy expression of my mortality.Once you really process that you WILL die someday, then strangely life bursts out all around you!!! How I "fight" death is to adopt the attitude of "bring it on" (but be very careful, this can be a lulu)talk about it, cry about it, laugh about it, never take it seriously because it is the inevitable for all of us. Take my life seriously yes!! So how can I help you to understand me if I don't share. So instead of hitting the delete key i'll send it
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